Friday, October 8, 2010

Feelings show.

Sometimes I feel like I wanna break out
I don't belong here, I tell myself
I wanna go where the red fern grows
and the air is cool
My family is all around and it's all I can do
To not stop smiling.
Laughter fills the air
and
Love is everywhere.
I've gotten finally, what I've wanted
I've wished for it all these years
and now,
it's here! Mom, dad, brothers and sisters
We are all together, boy how I've missed it
If only we could have been like this all along
I swear I could've sung the sweetest song

If only my dream were true...


Well, there you go. Sometimes I like to write poetry. Good or bad...I still do it. It's a good way to vent sometimes. Today was a great, but busy busy day. I did so many things today I can't even count them all, and out off all those things, only one thing sucked, so that's great! The thing that sucked was Club Volleyball and I really feel the need to explain my feelings about it. The sign up said-for those looking for highly competitive volleyball blah blah blah, etc. I can't STAND people sometimes. Everyone either a)didn't try
b)had a bad attitude or c)plain sucked. It's like..."Come on people! Why are you even here?" Anyway, I don't want to dwell on that, I just HAD to get it out. I don't think it was the right thing for me anyway, plus I don't want to spend a ton of money to play with people who aren't even competitive so thats that!
Other than that I had a great day! Learned a ton in African American studies, it's so interesting, I'm learning things that I had absolutely no idea about! The Mentor Kick Off was great! Plus there was bomb bomb bomb food and I was starving, so yeah...good times. Then the Zeta Phi Beta Welcome Event, which was a blast! Just wish I could've stayed longer, but of course had to go to Volleyball:( Next time, next time for sure. One exciting thing of the day was when my friend Amanda and me were walking home from the IMA. She's always worried about stuff and I never am, I think there's something wrong with me haha. She's always talkin about callin the night ride and such...haha and I'm like "No way, whatta we need that for?" So today we're walking up to these steps we gotta go up and there's like six guys, all sitting there, all Mexican, all wearing wife beaters, all looking like they wanna kill us. She freaks out of course, and I'm just like, "Dude, calm down, we're fine we're fine we're fine". It's funny cause she was scared to death and it didn't bother me one bit. Is that wierd? Do I have something wrong with me? She made it out to be a huge deal and I didn't care at all, I just said, "turn the corner instead of takin the stairs"...Anyway, we're fine, or else I wouldn't be bloggin it up now. Maybe my lesson for today is-No matter how strong or brave you feel, (at least in our situation tonight) You're not really, so take the safe side of things. I guess living in a city like Seattle I'll have to.
Nighty night world:)

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